I just filmed a video “Romire” on #viddy http://viddy.it/LcWNSB

I just filmed a video “Beer” on #viddy http://viddy.it/LbjYwt

I’VE BEEN BROKEN.

Tas ir tā, it kā visa pasaule būtu kļuvusi citāda, un tu vairs neko nepazīsti

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO FEEL RIGHT. SOMETIMES I FEEL SO EMPTY OF FEELINGS I SHOULD FEEL. SOMETIMES I FEEL THAT I SHOULD HATE YOU FROM ALL MY HEART. SOMETIMES I FEEL I MISS YOU LIKE I NEVER MISSED ANYONE ELSE.

BUT I DON’T CARE WHAT THEY SAY. I STILL FEEL YOU INSIDE ME. I STILL HAVE SOMETHING THAT NEVER LETS YOU GO. I’M TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING, SOMEONE WHO COULD MAKE ME FEEL MORE PEACIAL FEELINGS. BUT I CAN’T FEEL ANY BETTER. IT HAS BEEN TOO GOOD, TOO NICE, TOO MUCH. 

I JUST WANT TO BE ONE. I JUST WANT TO BY MYSELF. I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF. BUT.. THAT LIFE, YOU KNOW, LIFE DOESN’T LET ME. 

I LOVE MY LIFE SO MUCH. SO MUCH, MUCH, MUCH. I LOVE TO BE BY MYSELF. I ADORE MY LIFE. I ADORE MY FRIENS. I ADORE MY FREEDOM. I ADORE MY FREE FEELINGS.

I HATE TI TELL TO SOMEONE I CAN’T DO SOMETHING, BUT KNOW THAT I CAN BUT SITUATION DOESN’T ALLOW ME TO.

I HATE THIS SHIT. AND SOMETIMES I HATE YO WITH ALL THIS SHIT.. WHY? BECAUSE YOU ACT LIKE YOU ARE JUST A PEACE OF ALL THIS.

i feel every fucking time you do.

EVERY.

i just hate you so fucking bad. 

tu esi pretīgs un totāli stulbs. Līdz šim esi licis domāt man, ka tieši pretēji- es esmu tāda, kāds, patiesībā, esi Tu.

dzīve ir maita, tā vienmēr atmaksā ar to pašu.

I just filmed a video “Man Pirmais Labak” on #viddy http://viddy.it/L5BWQZ

I just filmed a video “Esmu Izsalcis” on #viddy http://viddy.it/LUBwlr

māsa mani piespieda doties kopā ar viņu. reāli.. jūtu, ka tā nav laba doma, ka tā nepavisam nav laba doma. 

paķeru ūdens pudeli un esmu ceļā.

māsa ir piedzērusies.